Deep End

Long time no blog.  I even made a resolution last year to blog more.  That’s why I should not and usually do not make them.  Because when I do, those promises break and my good intentions go South.  I dive right in to a pool of broken promises.

Good thing I know how to swim.

2018 was a busy year for me.  I worked even harder than I did the previous year and it paid off.  I plan to do it again this year.  Always pushing myself.  Always digging deeper in, ever reaching. 

Swimming right along…

Something unfortunate happened yesterday that shattered my calm.  Just when all the mountains had been cleared and my path seemed level and smooth. 

And once again, I felt like I was headed for the deep end.

Deep End.

Then I figured it out.

I spun the wheel with all my might.

I’d like to sell a vowel please.  An e.

I'd like to solve the puzzle.

Depend.

I can’t do this by myself.  I need to depend on others.  I need to depend on God.

Nobody asked me to carry this weight alone.  Maybe that’s why my shoulders ache and my mind is tired.  Because I try to do everything myself without any help from anyone including Jack and Vanna.

So, here’s to a new year eleven days late.  2018, you can keep the e.  2019, I'm depending on you to keep me in the shallow end.